ohkay. since everybody wanted it .

So , my friends have been pestering me to write this post.
actually , have written quite a long post lah.
but it was deleted by this stupid blogger.
wth.
yep , I know.

So , school suck nowadays.
why can't it be backstabber-free.
people have been backstabbing me from term 2 .
I didn't do anything wrong.
I didn't backstab them in the first place ?
I don't know what to do with these people.
Do I say sorry. or should they say sorry to me ?
I didn't do anything wrong , did I ?
I've made a total of 3 enemies already , so quit it , alright?
I'll just name them A , B and C.
to avoid critisism.
so ,
to A ,
I just said you were a busybody.
& indeed you were.
and what about you saying about the 4 of us.
just merely we didn't talk to you ?
you should have talked to us about it ,
instead you tell people we are baddies.
doesn't that make you a baddie too?
well, guess what , you don't know that the sec 2s and 3s don't like you?
they think that you are a FLIRT.
indeed you are.
we share the same opinion as them.
because why ?
because you go hanging around with A LOT of boys instead of your friends.
a simple explanation if you wanna know why.
only that 'merepek ' guy from sec 2 [ which will be left unnamed] likes you , i guess.
and that stupid clique you hang out which stares at us all day long.
well, we like stares.
& I wish I could dig out their eyes some day.
to B:
I think you;ve just been influenced.
If you didn't meet her or anything ,
you wouldn't tunr out like this.
speak behind other ppl's back , I should say about you.
you've just been decieved by her, but .. do you even know it at all?
to C:
I didn't lie ok ?
If you're so guai enough , then you go entertain her la.
why must you say all those craps like ,
I like ahmad or . I like gao xian.
in fact I don't like them , ok ?
I tolerate your nonsense.
and don't blurt it out unnecessarily la.
but still , don't you think your actions are a little bit ' childish'?

To the S's, {as well as their clique}

[post deleted]
& I still want my wishes to come through , yeah?

ish , tml school sey.

tomorrows school.
=(. haish.

whoole week. of no duty!

haha. I'm starting to like it when I summarise the entire one week of school
into just one post.
It saves up a lot of my time.
actually, wanted to upload photos but decided not to after that
coz I realise it's going to take up a lot of time.
Better don't. Maybe later at night? I guess.
So, let's begin the whole story of summarising , yeah?
Monday:
Erm.
Monday was okay.It was just studying.and studying.
randomly. yeah. Netball training was cancelled.
like, booo. I want netball training. hahas.
It's fun.4 periods with CM. like wth?
did the extraxtion(sp?) of bananaa DNA.if that's what you call it. I forgot the definition , btw.
then, my group, being the slowest of all, still talking and laughing. didn't do well. tho.
got scolded bcoz I didn't read the instructions.
I can't concentrate when I'm high with my group members.
well can I?hahas.=D
after recess was usual. nothing happened after that.
Tuesday:
Tuesday was as usual. nothing great happened.
tapi sampai rumah je, gaduh ngan sheee hwee kat msn. best.
assembly was a skit of the tsunami.
I was blur a lil coz I didn't wear my specs. and it was really hard to see.
Wednesday:
had LV the FIRST 2 PERIODS!like, haha.
coz, most of the class didn't pay attention. so, yeah.
but I have the urge of not talking. so , yeah.
mood swings.
I was sad , crying , depressed.of all the things happening.
iggie should know.
after that , I was cheered a lil by I ggie during art, mrs ong didn't come.
so , talked to iggie , june , hans and martyn.
was really funny. iggie was scolding me coz
I was hiding my feelings.
so yeah.
I love iggie's hair, but it's too thick!
lol.then went to incineration plant.
ahh smelly.
and I got to see the rubbish dumped by singaporeans a day.
its... aeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhh llllllllllloooooooooooootttttttt.!!!
yep. better start. reducing, recycling , and reusing.
hey , i'm trying to promote the 3D's , you know.
had to waste 1 hr of netball coz went to the plant thing.
sheesh. so , yeah.
Nazma had cramps, but I still force her to go to the training. or else, I would be certainly be left out.
bodoh nyer vivian, selalu nak tarik nazma kat sini. kat situ.
tak tau org ader kat sini kepe.
damn.hahas.after that,went home.
Thursday:
I went to school super duper early today. just to talk to fathiah about smth.
turns out, I talked to the wrong person. lydia was sick. no funny things to talk about.
Iskandar,tale-twister.I thought he was just innocent.
and I was guilty of telling fathiah and lydia bout what I talked about with iskandar.
then, the whole morning was destroyed coz of iskandar.
happy now?
damn, syafiah and rahayu was clueless. so , I decided to update with syafiah about what happened.
then, lydia told rahayu. when she shouldn't.
so, iskandar was trying to avoid me the whole morning , i guess.
everytime i look at his direction to talk to syafiah. he'll turn away.
i caught him a few times.
well, after what he did . he should run away from us.
whatever. I 'm talking bout it no more.
had home ec. luckily mrs krishnan wasn't there.
I'm scared of her la.
coz she'll start scolding people. including me.
so after reading, mrs krisnan went inside the class and explain about the shopping trip.
I'm not really enthusiastic bout this trip& I don't know why .
after that, she only invited her group out. to go to the home ec rm.
mrs suresh's group didn't have to coz she's on mc or smth.
I want to stay in class. the first thing i whispered to syafiah.
haha.
after that , was recess. cursed everyone. then, started to sort out my thinking.
it was like, everyone was in a bad mood.
and to add to it , lydia was sick. no fun . ):
after recess, was maths. had maths test. i was seriously sleeping 1/4 throughout the test.
and I hate myself for it.
coz I should' ve checked or did something meaningful. haish.
mood swings. mood swings. all the way till end of school.
tried to cheer myself up.
then, l;ydia went back home.
me , rahayu and syafiah wanted to dig that thing. but the soccer court was filled with boys.
decided not to, coz we know if we went there, we would seriously be embarassed to the core.
then, went home coz both of them had np.

friendships aare just starting.
but weakening every second.
I started to sort out my thinking,
and decided it was all because of you.
I wish you would just perish from this world one day.
out from our lives.
forever.

madrasah.APRIL FOOL!=)

so, went to madrasah.
had the exam.
woots. veryvery. difficult.
and this sec 2, very weird.
keep looking at me.
i smile la.
takkan nak marah kan?
then, hafiz text me something so stupid and ridiculous.
then went home.
SYAFIAH punk'd me.
man, I had been punk'd since morning.
izzit supposed to be punk'd.
or just simply.. tricked?
hah.
tomorrow's school.
the councillors never tell me bout the ushering duty.
wt-.